touting my talent and possibilities. Some compliments I’d really rather not have had.
Boy who I had a crush on:
I know it sucks to turn you down, I want to have sex with you but I can't because I'm just not attracted to you. I really wish I was because I know you're gonna be powerful and one day I'm gonna come before you and wish I had tonight.
I can’t hold it against people that they’re not into me “like that”, or that I love unavailable men and women. If I did I would have no friends.
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