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2022-2023

Call me Ms hermaphrodite or Mr

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Call me Ms hermaphrodite or MrI don’t care: I have any gender I wantFor whatever bed I needToo much information but then againThis for the grown folks I’m talkingLike said Mrs Beyoncé Knowles-CarterAnd search results show you already knowAnd very much Like me and all the hermaphroditesOut here with petite sticks and large chestsStrong, small, big, tall, we out here like all
So many different types but we all have in commonYou that erase us dismiss us and say we don’t existWhile you keep hunting pictures of people like usWhile you support doctors and hospitalsTo maim and murder us as babiesSaying hush it will be over soon
My child surgeries were explained to meAs something needed by the lady who calls herself my mom who will also tell You and tell anyoneShe wanted a girl and she got a beautiful oneSo she forced this gender on me and I fought itTill she called me a demon and I smiledif indeed it meant For us two different heavens because hell is definitely whenWhat’s between your legscauses you pain instead of pleasure an entire life
God virilized me the doctors said when I was 19So I took blockers for T and did a lot to be femWasn't me, wasn't all me, my body saidWasn't for me, wasn't for me a life with prosaic menStopped taking t, stopping dating pokers, nearly all of them jokers, and said, what do I want to dowith myself, if I was just me?
I’m Ms hermaphrodite and you can call me Mrso I said let me show My transand use science the Lord done gave usAnd take up some T and live all mightyin the glory of God made meSo I got me some bottom growthand I’m growing till I’m showing no onebut how wonderful it is to be Ms hermaphroditeor you can call me Mror any pronoun will dobecause all pronouns matterto me and my God up there
Oh, we know about you!Yup, had my people as sideshow attractionsPaid people to lift their skirtsto see what was Unexpectedwhile only giving the worst life to peopleBorn twice blessed by God aboveto do some awesome stuffbecause to be born differentIs to be God blessedso I think if you’re a couplekinda differentsGod really really loves you!
Nay! Feel not forsaken and rememberthe tests God has given those he loves.How am I unlike the Stranger?I’d have you treat me with the same kindnessyou should show anyone,including my approval for usingmy most technical name
Call me Ms hermaphroditeThat’s all right you can even call me MrSometimes you’ll just think I’m all glitterBut in the midst of my bold is goldGod left for his people in the form ofDiffering creatures like meBorn with more than one genderonly you’d Almost need to be inside me to see it
A vulnerability, because penetrators love a tight feelI’ve been assaulted more than a hundred timesFollowed through parking lots and stopped to be groped mostly, but not Always by menpeople have always loved to touch my skin
These days I have a sign that says don’t touch me and I keep my distance and what a silver lining for me with this pandemic.The distance to feel safe can be everywhereso let me spin a bit and dance,and Shake a bit of what God gave me
Call me Ms hermaphrodite or call me MrI’m one of the old types who still calls themselvesbisexual, and uses the technical terms cause in some way they explain right away and in othersthey share my history and the history of my kindssurvivors of whom I am most proud
A people they once used in zoosThese days it seems they all love that in betweenThat middlesex or spectrum is something God madeI’ll not have you forget it, and I demand you respect itWhether they call themselves intersex or different,Whether they are a Mx. or androgenous trans or non-binary I’ll have you regret your insistence to inspect every bod God made and remind youHe also made me
Call me Ms hermaphrodite or call me MrIt kinda only depends on how we get downOr whether you’re leading in the dance or it’s meAlways me ‘cause even when I am led I’m still leadingAlways me ‘cause when you are more than oneIt’s like you dancing with two and excuse me ifOne of us steps on your feetGot a lot to juggle here…#songsinthekeyofx