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End periods, all women orgasm always. (That’s it, that’s the vision)

Girls, women and all who bleed
There is something the docs
Keep from us, I know
Right? How much more will we learn?
About the harm against women?
About how these docs
know nothing like Jon Snow?

I was born a girl,
But with extra bits
In particular, two extra fingers
Sadly not middle finger placed
So I had surgery to remove extra material
After the docs took me away
before my mom could see me
Said sometimes the monster babies
Are scary to moms, and my mom was young
And this was 1980, so her dad was in charge.

Later he told me but stroke took his speech
So he pointed at my jeans and made the snip snip
And I said I wondered if back in the day
They did intersex surgery on the fly

Later as a girl I had to use these dilators
Given to me by my pediatrician
And was told never to use tampons
Cause I was just too small

Meanwhile, huge breasts on me by age ten.
Massive thighs, strong body, and champion
Swimming, letters in track and field, and Basketball
To round me out, I also did a stint as a cheerleader

Pat was me, Pat was what I was called
Since I looked like a man with boobs
Since I was masculine and all
But I scare easy and love sparkles
Really I’m super super femme
I’m not even a little bit butch
But I am extremely dominant
And like looking down from above
No matter the gender servicing me

I thought being this way meant gay.
But I loved those dudes so bi.
Androgynous Queer I was in 1998, but folks
Found it weird I dated butch girls
Twink guys, geeks and bottoms
It was just easier than
Explaining simply I was born
with a partial vagina
Like it’s there just small
Like the kind you get when
You circumcise a baby girl
And sew her up so she’s good
For one fucking thing
And it wouldn’t be this huge brain

I covered myself in fat and meds
So no one would know my real curves
Know I was bombshell times ten
Stayed away from guys who’d recognize
The beauty I had, stayed weird
Easier in many ways because sex
Wasn’t just difficult it wasn’t good.

Having almost zero clitoral material
Meant it took hours if not days
For me to feel something really
To the point I’d forget about sex
Even skipped self pleasure for a decade
And I don’t forget anything

Having launched sexual freedom
Movements and not getting laid well?
I was NAH, like lemme try again and learn more
I started organizing queer dating spaces
to make it more safe and get us all what we want
And I took stock and learned and learned
I found that trans men were
Often still sleeping with dudes in same
Blank space as women and asked about
Found that “trans” medicine had
some real benefits for real women like me

So in 2017 I had my last period.
And I started feeling good.
Like birds in the sky, and
I orgasm all the time.
Now my non clit?
Is a fat tiny female dick
And when I get my vagina
hammered by a dude
My God, it feels good!

I now must ask,
JK, Riley, Moms 4 Liberty
Y’all know about this?
Is there a reason why these benefits
Should be gatekept by men,
and those who used to call
themselves women?
Isn’t it time WPath meant women?

By allowing male led medicine
To prescribe you spiro
You lose sex drive and hair, they don’t care.
Sexual health for women is of little matter
To anyone but us, but let me share
with you a vision

Based on something Tarita said
She been working on this for years
She tell me what would the world be
If women were fully healthy and engaged
Our entire lifetimes without limit?

Girls, get that good clit medicine!
Talking 4 orgasms in 20 mins, with
That big one always coming and coming
And then off to work invigorated

All these guys getting off
Don’t have to mean you’re
Just a hole to accept their next load
Or fake a squirt to get your next Coach purse
I’m seeing a world where we get all days
Weeks months back from our uterus
No more time off, or heating pads
You can be done, eliminated entirely.
Yeah some stuff to consider,
Healthcare professionals can
Walk you thru if you sign up with some
Gender affirming healthcare

Yeah I already try to see them
Explaining you can’t get to 85 years
Using t, and fuck them kindly
If that means 85 years orgasm free
How many of us would choose 70?
Medicine should be in the hands of humans.
No studies because they don’t study women
But we girls can start community medicine
Research and take it from here
Kick them balls out of gyno!

Feel free to mention that
Faith Cheltenham recommended
your gender Could be further affirmed
by the ability to grow a clit
That works, that goes quick
and let’s you get going
On to other stuff instead of having
all this vagina take its time
Laser the hair, and sing a bit deeper
Sure, but zero periods! Less pain.
Orgasms all night, alright
Alright Alrightttt

And when we get to our forties,
we can pop out a uterus
or keep it for children,
but think about these options now?
You don’t have to live in pain.

Let’s Get By Taking isn’t what I named
LGBT that’s something someone said before me
But I’ve always found it accurate
And ladies, ain’t it time to steal some back?
Ain’t it time we got help with what matters most?
Cause Nicki Minaj say it well,
when you hit it right, it’s quite good.

It’s 2024, time to
#BoycottPeriods and mean it
Feel free to let me
know if I can help, as I plan
On making women dicks
a whole platform
Because I estimate
With ai’s help
we increase humanity’s
Entire efficiency by
Better management of menstruation

Wasn’t till I was in third stage labor
I knew my periods was bad
Because childbirth was nothing
Compared to the monthly pains
I’d had since I was a girl
And yes that made me angry
As I told Mark Ruffalo, my pain
Is Hulk levels and I turned it into
Action, but often toxic
Since I’d be passed out from pain
So very often, allowing too many others
To act in my name and take advantage of my gains

Not anymore.
Happy to be in control of my life
For the first time,
But sure would be great
If my pain helped end this
unnecessary experience for many women
who experience terrible periods
If this isn’t you, be glad it’s not you yet,
and check again deep
when you get to perimenopause!

We are this generation.
We ain’t getting sat out
Like the older women did
Not when we can wheelchair
And still deliver our presentation
We can go to space, and remain
Part of society and not live
Last decades in terror
But start with the uterus
And instantly we will see
A world with more than half its head
Always at the forefront, equal.

At least that’s the vision.
But I’m just beauty and beast
That straight women fear,
But when they recognize the power of controlling
Their own hormones?
Each and every girl and woman wins too.

Imagine then, we can better understand
Trans women then too
If they respect women bodies and spaces
For as we know not all humans do
And for Christs sake let’s stop
With hitting the little ones
Drop in a weigh class factor
Fuck a hand class or some classification
Ain’t no need for genital inspection
When everyone gets to play
In gender land and everyone stays
Private and protected

So we’d have genital surgeries like
for non trans women next too
And trans medicine would have
Helped end painful periods for all girls
Not saying we give medals
and I will request a third podium
If I ever get 65 feet throwing a shotput
To be more fair or equitable
For the many women born women
Born different from me

And thus we could be more and more the same
Not telling you who is who, just saying
To me a defining trait of womanhood?
Is fighting for women, for peace
And the safety that has eluded us since Eve
If trans medicine was a benefit like this to women
I feel we might be on to something

My trans girlfriends
Many of them looked like baby girls
When we was babies too and did
All they could to end up looking so beautiful
They aren’t my enemy nor they are yours
Not when a male led medical establishment
keeps Non trans women in pain
Not when trans people don’t know
The history of intersex movements
Not when they still think the gay is their friend
When the gays ain’t help Marsha swim
When the gays took all our Black men
While the gays gatekept HIV meds
While the gays openly hate anyone not them

Really if we can peel off all the women
And women types
We might start to see more clearly
That yes we must end the pains of women
And never be part of scaring a population
Or hitting them with a closed fist
While witnessing them also live
in extra pain that takes their function
For what? To continue the human race?
Or? Might we choose to move forward with cloning?

With these dating apps,
And ai girlfriends
Bet some might!

Wonder not how long it will take them
I’m working on it, I told you
You or me or some girl out there will
end periods, and all women will
orgasm always.
(That’s it, that’s the vision)
July 3rd 2024

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