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2022-2023

ID DO IT AGAIN (PRIDE FLAG)

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I want to be clear I am still 100% pissedBut do let me try and explainWhy I’d do it againSteal a flag and make it flySteal a flag for pride
With a board approved vote on videotape!I tweeted Knowing how likelyAnd how quick the Board would beThrown over And so it had to beThey were stealing from me.Actual money missing.Actual credit cards opened in my name.Absolute charges for too many involvedAs it so it often is in liberal politics
I was appalled at the former boardOf BiNet USA and other National Bi leadersWhen I shared early info about Covid19And they dumped stockJumped on flights to see loved onesThen returned to hug whole classroomsThey knew and spread germs!I know not how many they killed in March 2020because I thought it wiseTo open my mouth to tryAnd tell everyone: Coronavirus is here!
I learned lots over the next months.I watched as they did squat Until George FloydAll of a sudden they felt somethingAnd near the same day they came for meI was so readyI was near deathIt was me or it was themAnd now I tell my storiesTo those withEars to hear
Ask not why I voted for Trump in 2020Or believe in the ownership of Bi workAsk instead why you proclaimEquality with maliceAsk instead why you cry MarginalizationAnd trot Black folks(with very few Black friends)Out here to say anythingNever once was I treated wellNot once by any proclaimed radicalThat’s just how it’s always beenBeing the stain On the heel of theBottom of these Peoples skin
MeanwhileYou may have noticed A chillA limited conversationAbout bi people Or pan or fluidOr any group but queer and transAlmost like bi don’t existEven in the months they celebrate itAnd yet it doYet it doJust more undergroundThan usualAs it’s a pandemicAnd how you meet peopleIs no longer casualSo how OUT you areMay and often determine howMuch flair you share
Those people in the closetWho come to meetingsAnd virtual eventsIs who the bi pride flagWas especially made forSpecifically and quite literallyIt’s job is to make moneyFor BiNet USA, not your localWith the bi flag being soldby GLSEN in Target storesBasically no monies went to any of usNot even usWho made the flag inThe latest 90’s
So I’d do it againbecauseSomeone everywhereMust fight to ensureBi stuff isn’t gay shit
Last year we sold moreBi flags than any other yearAnd that was with the main storeUnmarketedThe one I built bymaking over 1100 uniqueImages by hand(Note: never do that again for anything)
Back in 2011 we donated every imageSo every groupCould use ours tooPoint being?Making money for bi groupsNot for me, not for BiNetBut for you deeply ungrateful sodsIs something I was led to do
Not no moNo more support from meNot after transphobes and TERFsNot after NAMBLA supportersand BDSM torturers
I kinda think bisexualMay be a bit outdatedA little bit doneIf bi orgs and leaders supportmarginalization and attacksAgainst Black intersex moms like meWhy wouldn’t it be?
A violence one person called itYet another way to namea gathering of bis,And we all saw itAnd I think a lot of other people did tooAnd bi people gonna keepAngry and stay that wayOver and over, on repeatUnless prolific abusersAre removed from leadership
So more must be saidOn my decades of being abused byan entire “LGBTQIA COMMUNITY”but if you think I’d dropmy #GayMafia and #BiIlluminati filesIn anything but a Presidential election year?You gonna make me laugh hard on that one.In the mean if you make $50A month or year On bi pride flagsFor anything that is for bi communityThat’s again what the flag was made for
Will I ever speak againWith the majority white bi leadersWho everyone should know100% hate trans and pansAnd basically anyonewho won’t sleep with them?Probably not, and haven't yetPraise God I did a #walkaway!
And when I got right, I took my work with meNot that you’d notice with how many Bisstill using my name in their research papersNot that you’d know since they misrepresentedMy 20+ years of work as their ownAlthough, now that I’ve left?Perhaps it’s becoming even more clearhow very much I did
Getting up from the left tablewhere peoples tweet chargesMean more than actual Black livesMeans I ain’t had a fight about labels since!And ultimately I won…because I lived
I’ll continue on without peopleWho thought I enjoyed their abuseTheir intolerance and hateWho ghosted me and then wentHey that’s a good storyline for a tv show!
God will teach you lessonsand I’m grateful for mineInstead of donating money and timeI live my life without your dog walking callsI live without you talking terribleabout me in the same White House roomOnly to have my true friends report backEvery word you said about me
I survived decades And now urge othersto leave before it kills them tooHow sad that it’s taken so many from usThese communities who promoteToxic hate covered up with a #LoveWins
I want to be clearI am still 100% pissedBut I have tried To explainI would absolutely100% do that same tweet againPerhaps even 10,000% timesIf it meant my sweet peace nowAnd my safety from sexual harassmentAnd from the most bitter tasteOf watching bi people die defeatedWhile I just post health memes
Plot twist: when insane bi abusersrun countless groups worldwide,bi mental health gonnakeep making headlines.So you now done been warned:Faith Cheltenham, X livesAnd I’m thoughtfully workingto hasten the demise of abuse inLGBTQIA communities
I’m preparing files and supportingThose who truly care for liberty and freedomOr the complete opposite of the DNC LGBTOr wasn’t I at the last gala with LGBT mediaAnd not allowed to touch a drink or any foodSet aside only for those that matterwhich you may be beginning to realizeIs starting to be more and more theseStraight parents of LGBT kidsfar more than any of us,because, of course, who got that moneyhas always mattered Mostin the lgbt politic
I don’t got that money nowAs a divorced intersex single parentAnd every cent I should have savedGot sent to bi people who went andSigned their name calling me a userSo I hope you learn from my mistakeGive nothing to those who give nothing back
A whole bunch of volunteers could walkStop sharing and posting content for freefor bi doctors and LGBT Professionalsmaking millions a year to study bi healthwithout any changebeyond things getting worse
A whole bunch of peopleMight find acceptance for bi+peopleIs higher, much in fact,in the straight worldAnd all that hatefrom gays and lesbians,is something we might just ignorefor the very many People who love us
But Staying in apps you ain’t wantedIsn’t the same thingas being denied a job,Or not having housing,or being beat,But you keep talking aboutthings that don’t matter andThem things won’t change
I’ll admit it freely, any chanceTo be less associated with such failureWas a chance I jumped at and ran withBecause the work wasn’t yours,and neither am II entirely reject any assertionThat I personally sought fiscal benefitFrom any Bi copyrightBeyond my own original worksBut People can call meflag stealerAny day,for which I thank God
Got rid of me, and goodSince I was trying for an exitFrom dishonest researchersBi nude play dates near kids in parksAnd all them Black bis closeted
By being massacred I let my piecesFall back into who I am actually AmThe one who first didn’t believeAnd now really don’t becauseI’ve got decades of proofand I shout it from the rooftopsthat liberals are often lying right to you,Just like they lied about me
So yeah I’d do it again,And any confidence that Left had of mine?Shattered with those petitions,Them tweets and people burning our citiesI will fight a lifetime to champion against harmAnd pledge myself as theEarth's least mightiest defenderCause if I can get that much publicitywith 1 tweet?
I have more to do to change this world.
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